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Hematite molted again! Yay! Tiny slings molts fast :)
I just wish hessonite grows as quickly.

I am a tad bit worried if howlite is getting too fat. Read that obese tarantulas can have a hard time molting... But I love watching howlite eat. Howlite is getting really defensive again, it might be entering premolt soon. Or it might just be hungry since it attempted to attack the stream of water refilling it's water dish. I ended up pouring water all over it as it caught me by surprise and it was sitting in the water dish after that pounce.

Can't wait for spectralite and sugilite to get here. Peter and James! Import faster! LOL
They told me they'll be here and be shipped to us on the week of 29th June.

Verizon man where forth art thou~~~
18 days with no net on comp. Will the curse be broken soon? (thank god for iPhone)

Because I can't say no to you.
Only you...
I only hope you dont fear me now..

On a different note, I finally stopped procrastinating and got fraud his tattoos back.

And Howlite is trying to be an arboreal tarantula again. And yes I am bringing Spectralite and Sugilite home. The temptation to get a T.blondi today was great but managed to resist.

LOL
Today morning 3+ to 4+am was amusing.

So we threw a lil party.
people got drunk yada yada.

Lil prince was pretty drunk and crashed on my floor. He kept trying to drive home and so I slept by the stairs to the door to prevent him from getting out. The last thing I want was him to get himself killed drunk driving. So he woke after everyone else left(time mentioned above) We had the most amusing talk over his shoes. Hahahaha~~~

It took him forever to convince me that he is sober enough. I felt really bad tbh. I can understand the desire to sleep in his own bed. I just wish that I know how to drive at that time so I can send that silly boy home. In the midst of convincing me with words he had attempted so many times to just run for the door and I had to well... Catch and bear hug so he can't get away. XD

Tbh he looked so amused. I was serious as hell on the other hand. I actually told him that if necessary I'll give M a call to knock him out xD

Well, honestly the way he argues it he is prolly really sober enough. We ended up with a compromise. I agreed to let him drive home under a condition. I'll be in the shotgun to yell at him if he drives too fast. I'll walk home from there after he is safely home.

Ended up... Well... He drove home, told me that if he let me take that 20min walk home in the cold and in the dark he'll be a dick. And then he sent me home before going back again. Made him promise to call me after he's home lol. It's prolly a 3mins drive at his normal speed, took about 5 or 6 mins cos I was giving the evil eye.

Tbh if he didn't call in 15mins I did plan to walk there to make sure I don't see a car crashed in a tree or something along that way.

Honestly I thought back, I should have just used one thing to argue with him when he mentioned that it's his life not mine so I should not worry and just let him drive home. I really wasn't sure if I should use that as an arguement at that time since it's opening some of his old wounds. But if I said that, I am 99.9999999% sure that he would be good and stayed over with no more sneaking out attempts...

But i have to say that he is so cute drunk. He kept repeating the first thing he learnt to say when he got to America as a kid,"I don't speak English" in the Russian accent rofl

I want to see him drunk again hahahahaha

Zes is pissed.
Bloody hell. Eff you comcast

So, today they are suppose to come fix up the net. The claimed they came at 415 and no one was home. HELLO I AM SITTING BESIDE THE FUCKING WINDOW. I saw nothing. No one came, no calls, nothing. The bloody garage door is wide open with the construction going on downstairs. Isn't it obvious some one is in? And they just say they would come again next Tuesday. Seriously? Screw it! Talking to the manager was pretty useless too.

We canceled that crap and called verizon and they too can only come on Tuesday. Net cost a little bit more but we can easily add the HD TV too. Then the price will be about the same as comcast anyway. Hello FiOs. We got the faster(est?) speed one anyway. About same price as the comcast one I used to pay when the promo ran out.

11days no real Internet and counting.

I am getting depressed.

At least Krista said she has an extra wireless card that her boyfriend will bring over later. Hope that works.

Anyway, on a less bitchy note. 2 of my dream tarantulas will be imported from Germany mid of this month. I am still in time if I want the P.ultramarinus. The seller(one who have crazy amount if good reviews) could help me import it.

However, X.intermedius+P.ultramarinus spiderlings(about 1inch+ leg span) will cost more than a msd. Yes and I mean the volks msd not the china ones T.T

Both are ultra rare and grows ridiculously beautiful. They are also the more... Err... Strong venom ones who should be left in the tank and not handled. I can deal with that, looking at the jewels behind the glass.

IMHO the most beautiful species is P.ultramarinus. X.intermedius, X.immanis males and P.nigricolor are the other beauties I love that I don't have yet.

Hey don't get me wrong, I love the ones who are here with me to bits too, I would not buy any I do not like.

... I just realized most of them can grow above 8". Only Hessonite and Hematite are about 5~6" as adults.

The other ones on my future want list are like T.blondi and T.aphophysis (world record holder for biggest tarantula)

My dream Ts... Hell, I even have names for them already. Sugilite and Spectralite.

I need to totally swear off looking at any Ts for at least the rest of the year if I bring them home :(

Just like how I swore off looking at dolls and just love the ones I have.

It's odd. I just thought of a question lil prince asked me some time ago. He asked me why do I love Ts, that they won't show affection back unlike cats or dogs. I could not answer, I had no clue. I guess it's like my doll hobby too, I love them but technically they can't and won't love me back. What's wrong with me? Or many of you on my friendslist here?

PS for M and Tabs: as verizon need credit check thus it's under Krista's name now. I might take over the waste management one.

Meh...
I hate 3D animation. Don't get me wrong, I love watching them but I just simply hate making it.

Marcos is starting a little drawing group beginning this Thursday, should be good, I really need to draw more.

Gonna really try to push myself for the current WiP painting. I feel that I am stuck in a comfort zone and really need to get out of it. Figured I'll hand that in as extra credit work at the end of the sem. I really want to make an excellent piece. Afterall, all I want to do is sit somewhere and paint. Gotta be good at that...

Not sure if I should start an art blog, I might do that after I get real net.
Real internetz! Tomorrow evening!! Can't wait!!!

Hmmm... Looks like it's going to be fri and sat for party preperation. I just hope I don't mess up on the soup. I'm pretty confident on the potatoes and dessert but not so much on soup. Honestly I am not even sure how many will even drink it with all the other food.

<3
It's amazing how much heeding lil prince's advice helps. He is indeed the "lightbringer" that we spoke about once. I joked then that he must be the bad one being neighbour to the beast(665 car plate number+his mischievious nature) and he mentioned that lucifer is also the lightbringer. Seems like he is indeed my little lightbringer ;)
He just brightens up the gloom when it falls over me. 10 mins talking to him telling him my troubles and he can just lighten it all up.

It also feel sweet that we have stuff that's "ok keep this between the 2 of us" (content obviously not mentioned here ;p)

Sigh. I am hopeless. I am so gonna make him drink with me in the backyard. He makes a great drinking buddy too :)

<3
I'm happy now. I think lil prince is the only one who can make me from being upset to laughing so hard I have a stomachache.

He is just so sweet... And evil at the same time it's awesome hahaha
I really think that he is very much like a good bar of dark chocolate. A touch of sweetness, deeper and richer than first expected when you savour it, a bitterness that he tries(daaaw sweetie you failed) to hide under the fancy wrappers not realizing that that gives him just so much more depth. It's what gives him his story, it's what made him what he is, it's what made him special <3

I need to like seriously go buy beer. The swings and playhouse in the backyard is PERFECT for drinking beer at. Sorry Scott, your children's playground is invaded by the alcoholics!

It's just so hard to a good day/time to ask Ying mario lilprince and tan here for dinner though. Timing is a pain, I blame lilprince for that!

I am seriously considering Sunday since more people will be free but... Bio class for lilprince and I is not going to be pretty.

I had some musings that I wanted to share at first but I guess forget it. It's parts of things I figured will help and i do have supporting rationales and examples behind it. Things might not sound nice at first but that's because I hadn't finished what I wanted to say. I suppose there is just no point sharing insights with people who just gets all defensive when I had only had good intentions. Honestly if I truly dislike someone I will just not say a thing and watch them dig their own graves. (like with Hermoine) it's probably better for me if I care less about people around me. Guess what? I'll be more well liked if I just don't care. I guess when it comes to philosophical stuff i should stick to discussing them with lil prince. Maybe it's the way I work too, I tend to speak half my thoughts then takes like a couple more mins to rearrange my flow of thought.

Some who knows me since mid teens know that it used to be much worse where I'll just talk and stop midsentance and stares into nothingness and not even noticed I did that. My sisters called it "piao hun" (spirit float away, along these lines)

It was also part of the reason why I was the ultra antisocial one back in st nicks. I would rather just listen to what most do not hear since those humans do not have half as interesting things to say and is so close minded. The only time people are trying to be nice to me then was after the food and nutrition class. -.-

I might have some bits of insanity or maybe there is really something there. We'll never know. Since they do not bother me at all i am not going too see any psychitrist. They are always there though, they listen and understands. I don't see and hear them as much now and trust me, I am sad about it. I miss the "spirits" or maybe my imaginary friends.

That being said. Maybe that's another reason I liked lil prince. He is very much like them, he listens. Sometimes we end up with conflicting views but we end up reasoning it. Might not adopt it but definately gets understanding and acceptance. He has an open mind and often very interesting thoughts. Some times it gets to the point I wonder wtf is going through his head as with the epic lolz the previous saturday. (that brownie worked I heard btw for those whom I talked to about that idea of his which he actually had scientific theories tied to)

Hell, sometimes the things he says are pretty awful to hear too. It made me sad panda several times too. I did realize it's exactly the same though, he says them with a good intention. Take a moment, be objective and digest it and one will realize it's gold. Of course with my broken chains of thought need to ask me like 15mins later to get the rest of it so it makes it even harder x__x

I wish I can type in chinese midway here but on phone it's too troublesome. There is a Chinese saying "liang yao ku kou"(good medicine is bitter directly translated, you get the idea). It's this exact thing.

It might sound weird but I an glad he says these things that can really hurt to me. He don't say them to others(from school that is). I think it's harder to really make him care than make me care. Should learn from him there >.>

Still think his reaction (got to see it then to really feel the atmosphere etc)was really funny when I told him once that it made me sad but I will think about it. He was all like..."nooooo that's the exact opposite of what my intention was! It's not suppose to make you sad, I wanted to make you happier"
That actually made me feel a little warm.

Think about it... He gets along pretty damn well with almost everyone but how many around would be considered close?

I think it'll get better tonight.
Sorry not the painting post as I planned. Can't upload pics from phone since my LJ is basic account :/

Anyway heat rash still itches but a little better now. Gonna go harass lilprince again in the evening. (<3)
Apperantly according to him no one from school other than me had been visiting him o_O
That being said he didn't tell anyone else where he's working. Got to discuss what day would be best for him other than Thursday. He was saying we need another dinner+drunkeness party again xD
And hey I did plan to host one when this house water problem gets fixed.

Initially I was thinking sat night thinking that he gets off work at 9pm, but damn.. His work hours changed so he only gets off work much later :(
Since he is the one who first suggested it I want him to be able to make it *sigh*

Half tempted to set it on Sunday but then both lil prince and I would end up either skipping or in zombie mode in bio :/

Honestly, lately I am thinking that I would just love keep him as my BFF. Seriously love him as a friend so much now I am no longer sure if I want that to change.

Okay stopping it spam for now. No idea how to make LJ cuts on phone so this is another wall of text spam

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Heat rash.
FML!!!!

Oh! I baked peanut butter chocolate chip cookie just now! But...
I think it's too hot the chocolate chips are not hardening back. Gah!!

The weather lately is really warm. I do like my new home but since it's on a hill and my summer classes ends at 1310, walking back uphill is a killer! *splat*
Just hope the basement gets fixed asap so I can go hide in my cave~
The house is really warm too due to the restoration going on..

Gonna bug lil prince in a couple of hours over 3D stuff again, he will only be off work in about another hour >.<

Would drop by his work place(again) to pass him some notes and cookies tomorrow xD
Got to buy my 8legged babies some nomnoms too.

Next post would probably be a painting :)

Oh wow. Epic.

So I was suppose to move today. Suppose.
T and B went to get the truck... And the even though we had advance booking they told us no more trucks and offer to let us get it tomorrow instead WTF

Good thing my lease here ends tomorrow...

So I basically won't have much time to clean up before returning keys :/

This isn't finished yet! So we went to sign the lease and get keys at the house...
When Laine and Scott reached they discovered that the basement is flooded O.O!!!!

I got the basement room too LOL
So this first week or so I am prolly either terrorizing the living room or M or Tab's x.x

Ah well.

Hope tomorrow works out well. I know for sure that there is no way I can finish my bio thing now lol
Moving week makes time much tighter

Oh yes, and need to get the net in the new place up asap

Random note. I just realized one of my newer gaming friends stay in the same town as me 0.0!!!