Life: random update
Nov. 30th, 2009 | 07:15 am
mood:
gloomy
music: Drown
So i talked a little just now.
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and now i cannot concentrate to do work.
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I never realize how much I miss you ;__;
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Life: dreams+stink
Nov. 28th, 2009 | 09:55 pm
music: Get Out Alive
I am rather glad about that to be honest. I hadn't been able to have dreams that I can remember for sometime. Nevermind that both are somewhat disturbing. Why is he a serial killer in both?! The hell >_>"
At least for both of it I was not a target to be killed. Not really at least. The names on the list for both my name and his were not his handwriting.
oh and my room is starting to smell bad from the dried dog food i feed my roaches -__-
got to air it tomorrow when its warmer. Can't allow the temp to drop too much or my babies will freeze
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Doll: yay!
Nov. 23rd, 2009 | 10:41 am
location: US, Washington, King, Redmond, NE 84th Way, 15972
Yaaaaaaay
So glad that I could get fraud a custom sized order ^______^
probably will take another month before I will have it though. Unless they sew super fast :p
It makes me feel poor though haha...
I pamper my stinky too much
At least he will look awesome :3
Thanks for the suggestions the last journal entry :D
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Doll talk: SOS!! Hound size
Nov. 20th, 2009 | 01:59 am
location: United States, Redmond, NE 91st St, 16636-16722
mood:
sad
music: The Skeleton of A Heart
I need a little help here. I had pretty much banned myself from looking at doll sites to curb the possibility of overspending for months.
I have however, failed so badly that I forgot Fraud's birthday till now (10 Oct... and its mid nov now...)
I can only remember cheerydolls that makes good quality hound sized stuff. However they don't seem to have anything that really catches me this time =S
Any ideas where I might be able to either buy hound sized clothes or order with custom size? It have to be well made, I'll be sad panda if I can make better than the one I bought =X
Thanks in advance!!!!!!!
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Photo: Who says tarantulas can't have puppy eyes
Nov. 13th, 2009 | 10:33 pm
mood:
cheerful
music: Bound
Finally able to take some macro shots with my camera!

Oh and I went to watch Paranomal Activities today.
Honestly I felt kind of bad dragging Marcos and Aleksey along. I was dozing off in the movie...
Its not totally bad, very beautiful framing and compositions to be honest. Pace is too slow thats for sure, though I can understand that the pace is to try to keep the realism higher. Its more entertaining only when Aleksey was making funny noises and pretending to be totally horrified xDDDDDD
For a horror movie where its clearly shot from a camera and the camera is part of the story, REC (2007) is definately way better. And watch the spanish version not the english one.
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Nov. 9th, 2009 | 07:45 pm
location: US, Washington, King, Redmond, NE 83rd St, 15904
Meh
I wanted to say something and I am not getting the chance to
Too many guys around today -.-
I am starting to get annoyed
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Life: Marijuana and Testosterone...?????!!?!?!?
Nov. 2nd, 2009 | 11:45 pm
mood:
bouncy
music: Bodies
Never thought a random thing on the radio about marijuana and how it reduces testosterone and increases estrogen can lead to my friends talking about one of our mutual friend's appearance and guessing that he probably have a small.. *cough*
Zes be wordless.
Zes thinks she probably still love these crazies though
Zes have to admit that the theory they came up with seems to make sense too.
Zes feels a little bad for said male friend.
AHAHAHAHA
Still love them all.
Kind of regretted mentioning one thing in an old msn mass chat convo and now they kept poking fun of me with it. Pssst! >////<"""
On a diff note. I AM GOING TO DIE DAMN MIDTERMS
Oh ya, Halloween was great. Had fun clubbing and rave :3
I don't think the random guy that gave me the bracelet there realized how much I kept staring at it now. It actually reminds me so much of lilprince.
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Random: vision
Oct. 18th, 2009 | 08:24 pm
mood:
depressed
music: Demon's Eye
i just randomly had a really awful thought thing
it feels so real too
Almost like a vision. Then details of the images are still fresh in my head.
I just hope its not going to happen or I am going to cry my heart out.
I already cried a little seeing that, I don't know how I'll be able to handle it should it come true.
Or perhaps if it happens I won't feel as bad since I am prepared for it.
But.. no one will ever really be prepared for the death of someone they truly care about. T__T
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Life: Just a random update
Oct. 17th, 2009 | 03:18 pm
location: United States, Redmond, 169th Ct NE, 9118
yay I got a really cute little netbook =D
And I still can't believe i ended up getting the pink one X___X
Hadn't updated anything here for some time
Life was okay, I had kind of gave up on him for sometime and then he started sending the damn mixed signals again. Stupid boy ><
had to admit that I still like him a lot =\
I honestly wonder when I might meet another whom I would like this much again.
Anyway, we'll see how it goes. At least he is still a good friend.
Another random note, I am working on my sexy now. On a diet, losing weight, starting to give a damn about appearance again. It actually feels rather fun being a more girly girl, Yeaaaa.... zes is definately changing X_X
sheesh...
I can't believe I am going through this phase again.
Meh
Oh, and got a spring10 class schedule in mind now :D
gonna reg for it when its open for registration ^__^
Told lilprince about my planned schedule, he is prolly taking the same one unless his procrastination on class registration made it so that the classes are all filled up already xD
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KARMA
Oct. 4th, 2009 | 03:35 pm
mood: devious
music: Karma
KARMA IN YOUR FACE HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
omg. Seriously i hadn't cackled so much for a long time. I swear, I bet I got more wrinkles from all that laughter.
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Food: Curried Salmon and Asparagus
Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 03:31 am
I actually overcooked the asparagus but whatever!
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Photo: Fraud and...
Sep. 8th, 2009 | 07:59 pm
music: Brandon Lee by The 69 Eyes

baby sitter Fraud =)
On another note, today is the first day of fall semester 2009
Lifedrawing went pretty well. The tip jesus gave me like a couple of weeks ago shortly after the summer classes ended helped so much in gesture drawing. I am less rusty than I thought I would be too. Phew.
I am a little scared for tomorrow. I heard that projects class they assign the group =\
Its a 5 credits class for me so i really need to ace it. Evil scholarship. If this one class screws up I am in serious trouble.
There goes my evil plans in trying to get into the same group as
I am pretty sure that is not going to happen though T_T
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Life: dead keyboard+license
Aug. 22nd, 2009 | 11:17 am
location: US, Washington, King, Redmond, Brown St, 7860
I think my keyboard is dead. Accidently spilled some water on it. It's disconnected now and hopefully would work again when it's dry. When I first spilled the water I tried to say something about it to my friend on msn and the letters either don't work or it's like pressing "T" and it got me a "XC"....
And lazy zes is mugging book. Must pass on first try >:(
Tan was asking me to go take the test with her the other day but I still don't have the bill name transfered to proof residence here. Hopefully within this week or the next depending on how long it takes for the name transfer I can pass the knowledge test and get the driving permit.
Seriously I want to be done and over with the car part. I hate the fact that I need to learn to drive a car first even though I have no intention of getting a car. I blame needing a driver license to register for the MSF classes and getting a motorcycle license.
At least I can drive if needed I guess. I still don't like that though.
I have one big worry to be honest. I had been looking at 2nd hand bike for my first(recce market first xD) so I won't cry much should I lay it down in my n00bness. Problem is... Even after I pass the MSF classes I don't think I would be quite ready to hit the highway or very long rides home if I choose to take the longer routes. Not helping that I don't really know any one who rides here whom I can bully into picking it up with me. Friend's friend and friend's brother is a little far for my comfort to bug...
Yeah and my 5' height is going to be a pain to find one that's comfy. But! I was surprized that there is a short bike list! Anyway I tend to like cruisers more so it should not be that big an issue. Did read that it's a little harder due to the weight though, ah well. I just hope I don't get in a situation where no one is around to help me lift it back up when I fail. :x
I did read that I should find a motorcycle mechenic to go with me when I buy it so he/she can check to make sure things are right... Or if it's not as good as it sounds might be able to shear the price down more. Any idea around what cost it would be to ask a mechenic along? I really don't want it to explode on me or something.
I want my license and bike by mid fall hopefully >.<
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Life: motorcycle madness again
Aug. 20th, 2009 | 11:36 pm
location: United States, Redmond
mood:
dorky
music: 愚人碼頭
I really want my license like naw.
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2007 yamaha v-star XVS650 classic,1300 miles at around 900usd.(cheaper than quite a lot of dolls >__>"""")
Yes its not perfect, been laid down and have scratched fenders and windscreen but I've checked for the cost of fenders and replacing them will be 500+
I think the wind screen is ugly anyway so would just remove it and wear a full face helmet or something instead.
Still a steal >___<
Especially when i had every intention to custom paint mine anyway. Getting a set of unpainted fenders vs damaged ones will just make me work on it more and procrastinate less. If its perfect in all honesty... I would probably end up too lazy to paint it. Oh, and it have an ugly decal on the gas tank. If repainting fenders that would need to be repainted to match so it won't matter if removing the decal remove some paint too..
The interest in painting garage kits might help much more than i think hahahahaha
First airbrushing in some paintings to get away with gradients and flats easily, then doll painting, soon automobile custom painting...
Need... to get my car license first... then 4 days of motorcycle class...
I should just start mugging the 2 book so I pass the knowledge tests at first try >_>
*GRABBY HANDS*
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Aug. 17th, 2009 | 04:07 am
2 weeks, 2weeks, if it pop by again it will be 2.5weeks.
FU
seriously! Stay away from me god dammit. Back to the 3months a visit thing again >____<
And I really should take some doll photos... *procrastinates*
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Aug. 9th, 2009 | 06:53 pm
music: Time to Wake Up (oh the irony)
finished my Pyrats and my cap.morgan private stock is almost finished too.
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Random: Books
Aug. 9th, 2009 | 02:00 am
location: United States, Redmond
mood:
dorky
music: Right Here in my Arms
I saw a book I really want, there is a really good chance that I am buying it.
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If I get it at borders it will be $60+9.5% tax(oh god T_T)
If i get from amazon.com for a new copy too with free shipping its $36.85 no tax. (in fact probably newer since the ones in the book stores tends to be slightly dinged)
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For $60 I can even get another book that is recommended by reviewers as a companion for it if I want to learn more about the science side of it rather than the brief decriptions and amazing photos in the first book. It'll be $57.10
Hmmm..............
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Talk: Ass
Aug. 7th, 2009 | 07:05 pm
music: Next to Nothing
lololololol
I can't believe I said that. The more I looked at it the more I lol
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Whine: Sewing QQ
Aug. 7th, 2009 | 01:18 am
mood:
lazy
music: Shake
Sewing without even pins sucks so much.
Not forgetting that trying to make something fully lined with hand sewing is a real pain. So much to sew. This is the only time I wish Fraud is yo sized.
Initially I wanted to sew something else too for my stinky boy. Too bad, you are just getting something simple for now -__-"
I'll do something with the rabbit pelt when I can think of a different thing to make with it that requires minimal effort >_>"
